Sister

This is the actual blogger!!! Ngeh, jz kidding, teehee! :D

D pretty lady above is my sister :) She is one year younger than me and of coarse she is my 1st fren after I was born :)
Well, I guess every pair of sisters or even brothers thy do have arguments, fighting and misunderstanding through out all the years.
I dn really like to hang out with her when I was young coz I tend to be very independent, I like to be alone, I did my homework all by myself and watch my fav tv shows alone. I dn really share my feelings n secrets with her as for me, she doesn't need to know abt it n for me, frens r more important.
Tat's y when she asked me y m I treated my frens better than her? I didn't really bother abt it n jz forget abt it. Maybe bcz I know she is my sis, she wont leave me like what frens do.
To be admit, our friendship nt as close as wat the other sisters do. Thy help each other to make up, dress up n more but for us, we didn't. I dn even know what she likes, her fav colours, food, songs n etc. I'm seriously like a stranger. Her frens know her well than me I guess.
I only started to pay attention to her when she felt in sick that day. I didn't know that she needs me a lot whn we were young, she doesn't like to be alone that caused her feel lonely n nt loved.
After that incident, I know I must learn to talk w her more n more, let she knws that I do care abt her n love her.
I know time has passed, I couldn't do anything to change d hurts she felt when she was young bt I know there is something I must do nowadays, which is to love, care n be patience with her. She is forever a real little girl inside my heart no matter what. She needs me n also our parents. I know I'm a bad sister in her heart like forever, bt it's okay, I don't mind coz I knw I was wrong in the past, as long as she still allow herself to hangout, to talk n say jokes w me, thn everything I'll be fine n even happier coz she still give me a chance to love her. I jz wanna use d rest of life to take care n love her. It is seriously say is easier than do, coz taking care of her n love her, all of these need a lot of patience. I hope I can really do it n I know, no matter what I must n have to bcz she is my sis. A gift that God has given to me as my accompany. Love you lots! xoxo <3

Always gonna be my little girl <3