What's The Matter?

My mood today was actually fine but then jz bcz of a guy issue it made me felt that I am so annoying to my man </3
I wish I can rewind d moment so that I couldn't make myself a little or tiny of sadness moment of today T.T
Your actions and speeches bring big effects yea knw? :(
Well, I guess it was just a small matter, shouldn't have assume it as a matter for me coz ur love is more than enough to light up my world :)
Baby I love You <3 

Useless

I have been doing nothing since last year when I'd finished SAM.
I was a march intake student of SAM, it was a hectic year for me last year, assignments, presentations and homework are lots n lots of. Moreover, I'm staying alone so I don really eat that well compare when I was at home. I knw home is always gonna be a sweet home, a little heaven therefore, I also wish that Sam can be over as soon as possible however, when Sam was really gonna end, I miss my kl's buddies a lot! especially my best fren n also some of my church frens~ I miss u guys! T.T
Beside missing the part of life, friends. I'm really wish to find a job to earn some expenses but then who gonna send me to the workplace since my parents are also having such hectic life.
So, all can I do is, just sit down & facing a box, Tv, laptop, hp yeah, LIFE
I am seriously have no idea gotta do what at home, planing to grab a book and read but then have no motivation at all. So, I am just keep on repeating d same routine everyday.
Sigh and what can I do nowadays? Form 6! plz come earlier! I DON'T WANNA FEEL LIKE A FAILURE >.<!

One Life One Earth

Went to beach today & I'm so surprised and felt kinda sad when I saw so many dead jelly fish got on the beach :(
I do not knw what's wrong with all the dead jelly fish beside d beach bt somehow, it tells me that our mother earth is sick~
I still remember, d 1st time I saw jelly fish was at Kudat, it was death n beside d beach as well, however, it was only one while d 2nd time, was when I went to kudat again. I felt so happy when I saw a lot of colorful jelly fish in the sea bt then this time, it's quite sad for me to see so many dead jelly fish beside d beach :(
Anyhow, I do feel better when I saw there's none rubbish beside d beach I went for today, it's really cleaner than the other beach I went for during d previous time.
I hope everyone of us can do something to save our mother nature~
even though we are not a big character in this world but yet, we can still do something small n different among our family :)
One Life One Earth! <3

Why

Why baby why? I miss you so much coz it has been a week i haven't meet you yet :(
asked u whether wanna hang out on 2day but u said u don want.
I felt sad coz i couldn't see ur face n Im wondering, don't u also miss me? so Why? :(

Fake It

It is 20 century, people in this century work hard & also play hard.
What am I trying to say is, maybe there is a lost of trust in between human ourselves. Look at the people around us, or even ourself, do we actually fake a smile and act like we are fine after having an aftermath with our frens, family or our relationship partner and etc.
Of coarse not everyone of us gonna be a person like what I describe above. Fake it, seems like being not an honesty person however, sometimes, u just need to do it to reassure the person next to u doesn't get to bear on the burden u're having, especially ur love ones. He is frustrated tonight, but I don't want to let him knw that I'm sad of his frustration so I'd sent him smiley, kisses & also <3 in my texts to let him feel better. At least he knw that I'm right beside him when he's down. I hope by doing so, he wont be that frustrated like b4 coz I just want him to be happy & to know that he can always run to me whenever he has any problems in his life. All in one, fake it doesn't mean hypocrite but sometimes, it's some kind of caring.

Angry Bird

I got pissed without any reason today ><
seriously, Im not pms but then i really do not knw why I keep on getting angry whenever i chat with you.. fine, maybe we should give each other some space n time. I don want to get piss that easily whenever I get connect with u. I jz wan us to be happy, bt tonight, sry, I couldn't. sry baby </3

Spam

I was very surprised once I got online my fb acc because when d moment I logged in, I was so shocked coz I have 54 notifications on my home page! well, I could say that this only gonna happen on our birthday right? My man, I guess he was trying to spam me as d pic above show that he has non-stop click 'like' of my photos -.-
Anyhow, he really made me felt surprised n loved :)
This man, he is like my no 1 supporter <3
Baby, I love You <3

Big Bang- Blue :)

Big Bang- Blue
This is a korean group of singer which in name of BIG BANG, i guees some of you may knw abt this group of singer, coz thy are kinda famous and thy did went to malaysia for having their concert at Kuala Lumpur last year :D
well, I knw abt Big Bang bcz of him <3
He is a forever big fan of Big Bang, he loves Big Bang a lot! so I'd indirectly get influenced by him & another point is i wish to get into his interest as well, i wish to knw more abt what my man loves, i guess each of every one of girl friends will do exactly like what i did for your man right? :)
yeah~ i love this song, it is very soft and with some R&B pop :)
hope u guys will love & enjoy this song as much as i do :)
p/s: i'm sry coz my blog seems to be all abt him ''^^

Belated Valentine's & our 200th day

It was a gift that i gave to him on our 200th day <3
nothing special, i knw he doesn't like me purposely buy some gift for him, coz for him, it's a waste of money~
honestly, i do feel that for him, things or items couldn't replace the present of me when I'm always beside him :)
somehow, i still manage to make a handmade card for him :D
was very shy of giving him on our outing that day~ coz we didn't go out & celebrate our valentine's yet we choose another day, which is few days afterwards to celebrate belated valentine's & also our 200th day :)
i felt so happy whn he told me he loves the card i gave him. i knw it's nt a very expensive gift ever bt it is made by me n also full of my love towards him~ so, im really so happy that he loves it <3

Baby Love

My very 1st ss pic with my baby~ love him lots! hope to take more & more pics with him so that my short video of our pics can be done <3

Long Dress

It was my first long dress :) even though it isn't that long enough until it enables to cover up my legs still, love it much <3
My ss shooting at 1st world hotel during my vacation in kl last month :)
hope to buy another new one that long enough to cover up my legs ''^^