Sunday, 11 March 2012

I'm So Lucky To Have You In My Life

I'd make our pic as my mobile phone's home screen wallpaper bcz I'd realize I really love this man more & more. Tonight, I'm gonna tell all my readers that how lucky I am to have u as my man & also my best fren :)
We were once a stranger to each other & bcz of a text, everything start to change <3
Couple, it's some kind of stuff I nvr dare to talk abt even getting more hard to imagine that someday I'll be someone's baby girl :)
I was so admire him during d previous year, might not counted as ''admire'' bt I felt interested in him, he was my crush, the big one! :D Jz like fans meet their idol :D :D :D Bt actually for me, he is my dream guy~ PRINCE <3.<3
"Every relationship starts frm friendship" 
YES! YOU ARE RIGHT! :D
Well, we dn really talk in real life, all I can say that we were jz a text partner to each other. But thn u knw wat? even though for him, I was jz a text parter but I did really felt happy n excited of receiving texts frm him. I guess that is wat every girls did n felt for their CRUSH :)
1 more common thing we all are afraid of, which is WE DON'T EVEN DARE TO TELL HIM '' I LIKE YOU'' ''^^
well, u knw what is the worst part when u have started to text with ur crush? The thing is, he was in love with another girl during that time, ugrh! >< I felt really sad whn I know there's another girl he'd care n pay extra attention to. I dn hate her coz I know ''timing'' was d problem x.x
Keep on telling myself to move on & go have another new crush would be better than letting myself get more obsessed n hurt frm him. So many things happen in between, I saw them couple, I knw how much he missed her coz thy were having long distance relationship bt thn I was still couldn't get myself stop texting w him. Maybe I was lonely? addicted? or maybe I was really get used to have him as my text partner. " WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO BE? THAT MAN HAS GIRLFRIEND ALREADY! GET URSELF A LIFE! "
I was so struggling, n girls, plz remember that '' Stop talking abt him with ur frens coz the more u talk abt him, d harder u couldn't move on ''.
We were jz a text partner for few months until d day I was so shock that he has broke up with his gf '' wow! great chance huh? '' ngeh, not exactly for me coz He knw I like him on d same night! oh my! hw could that be, right?! thx to his cousin lol :D
So, I was like awkward -.- I did felt really really awkward whenever I text with him afterwards. However, that period of months were really nt an easy moment for him & also for me :(
okay! long story cut short! haha :D
I gt hurt frm him during his recovery time n thn we gt bk to be text partner again & finally becoming a real fren in his heart n sadly when d moment we know we were kinda like each other thn I gonna move to kl for my further studies. We'd went out for d every 1st time with our frens coz it was suppose to be my farewell party, lol However, I am so glad that if nt bcz of further study, I couldn't know that he cares me so much. He gt jealous so easily when I was at kl yet we were still frens :)
U know something that between friendship n relationship? '' more than a friendship bt less than a relationship'' :) So obscure :)
We weren't dare to move on to another stage coz both of us were afraid. Obviously, every one of us do really scared will get hurt by the one u love including Crush.
Prayer is my only way to solve out our ''friendship-relationship'' coz either we move on to become best fren or we take d step n become couple.
Fate, Guts, Timing something that we really need to have as to become a couple :)
Thx God, we'd work it out! :D :D :D
He is now my man, best fren n he's still my no.1 text parter, hehe :D
This page is gonna be all abt him~ coz I'm so glad that when I was very sad last nite, I was like gonna cried my lung out whn we were talking on hp T.T He is d one who stay beside me, as always. Even though, we're nt living together, bt I'm bk frm kl now, staying in d same city, going to d same church n most important, we're serving the same Lord :)
I'm so lucky to hv him to let out my feelings to n I'm so grateful that God has given us d chance to work it out <3
Words couldn't explain how much I love this man bt I promise myself,  I'll do my best in this relationship, I love you <3
p/s: My heart still skip a beat whenever I meet him nowadays :P
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will



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